So you hunch your shoulders and you shake your head 
And your throat is aching but you swear 
No one hurts you, nothing could be sad 
Anyway you’re not here enough to care 

And you’re so tired you dont sleep at night 
As your heart is trying to mend 
You keep it quiet but you think you might 
Disappear before the end 

And its strange that you cannot find 
Any strength to even try 
To find a voice to speak your mind 
When you do, all you wanna do is cry